Showing posts with label Frustration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Frustration. Show all posts

Saturday, September 25, 2010

More and More Changing Plans

Found on Flickr, Image by Lemon Tank

Found on Flickr: Image by FrogMiller

Found on flickr: Lemon Tank

 First of all The Disneyland plan has changed, contingent on everyone else's approval. Knott's Scary Farm is much cheaper, its one night, and it's considered to be the best Halloween attraction in the world by at least one magazine.
That's what were thinking of doing instead of Disneyland. The more I see of it, the more I like it.

Apparently the Halloween party that my Aunt was throwing was called off.
So I'm out a venue to display my ideas. So I'm dedicating my time now to making Halloween awesome here at my Condo.
I look forward to when I finally have a full house of my own so that I can finally get trick or treaters and can go all out with out fussing over if every little thing is going to offend someone in my complex and get me written up and fined.
I look forward to the day that I don't have to rely on someone else to approve of my work and keep a schedule that they had set out months earlier.
*frustrated artist*

Sunday, August 01, 2010

No job = changing plans

So there will be no pumpkin beast this year. As much as making one would be awesome, a lack of money, materials, and space to house it has prevented any possibility of creating one this year, or any year in the near future.
Also the automated lighting system I had devised for the front yard of the house has also proved too expensive as well.
I'm sticking to what I have, a ton of Jack o lanterns, simple western cross grave markers, neovana candles, witch Jars (pumpkin rot's creation that I'm unabashedly stealing) and day of the dead altars. throw in some lighting fundamentals, cobwebs, a low laying fog, incense and candles and I'm set. I'll probably throw in some cheap rosaries and dead flowers too...
Its best, in my mind, to throw the majority of what measly budget I can claim towards the pumpkins, since they are the heart of Halloween for me. The rest will be for mason jars, neovana candles and the rest.
It's just the way it has to be this year. I can still get the creep though, and that's my intention.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Somthing I forgot to mention, and the nature of fear.

All of the pumpkins that will light on their own, will be evil. Glaring pumpkins with nightmare grins lighting of their own accord at your approach, oh.... oh yes....

It will be beautiful.

One of my friends once told me that Terror could only be derived from what I like to call the pop scare style: pop ups, loud noises, chainsaws, screaming, gore, spurting blood... all that rubbish.

I despise that sort of scare. I like scares to be a deep down, stays with you, "I should not be here", give-you-nightmares kind of scare. I like creep.

The best haunted house I ever went to was a cheap piece of work put together by a local group and hosted in the parking lot of the power company. No trailers were involved. The most vivid memories were of girls, decently young, in tattered and torn dresses, in chicken coup cages. They stared, made no noise, just stared at you as you walked past. It made you question, "why am i walking past these girls and not helping them?" It made you question what you were doing, and the more you thought about it, the more those girls stares ate at you.

I had nightmares for weeks. It bothers me even now.

That, THAT is a good haunted house.

I walk through pop scare houses and never flinch, I just smile and keep walking, giggling at the terror of my comrades. It takes real creep to get me.

Innovation, detail, creep. The more it begs you, no, DEMANDS that you think about whats going on, the more it gets to you.

I work for that and it heartens me that there are others like me who like the creep.

I like me some detailed displays, and this year.... this year will be awesome.